Isn’t it crazy that you write the truth and then forget how it feels? You believe in looking at things as beautiful, but you simply don’t remember to. Because bad monsters clout everything, because you can’t remember what it’s like to feel like yourself, because sadness is so overwhelming while happiness is so fleeting.
But yes. For the first time in forever, you feel like you’re going to be okay. And for even just a few days, you felt good. You existed under a new sky, you rediscovered what it is to hope, you felt optimistic about new opportunities and you felt worthy of love. You also believed in it.
So relax. Take a deep breath. Tell your brain that everything is going to be okay. Sleep well. Dream happy.
Just live. Isn’t it beautiful seeing the magic?
I just want to be ok today. –Be OK, Ingrid Michaelson
(The third in an unintentional trilogy… Some Truths, Actual Truth, Remember the Truth.)