It’s okay to be afraid to leave the first place I’ve ever truly been happy.
The microwave outside the door that we kept the spare key in.
The nighttime and the relief it brought with it.
The criss-cross paths around my office and the new staircases I discovered every day.
The watermelon and coal store.
The roof where I worked out under sunset skies.
The delicate brush on the light rail door.
The blue-pink-white-green-gray horizon from my bedroom window.
The gap at the bottom of the shower door that let all the water out.
The approximately 12 people it felt like I lived with.
The glass and marble table.
The pedestrian rage when tourists walked too slowly.
The park on Saturday afternoons and the market on Friday mornings.
The breeze that always played with the hemline of my dress..
The shop owners who knew my order.
The top step.
The beep that meant the laundry cycle was done.
The road I parked my car on – half an hour away from my apartment.
The trucks and cars and busses and ambulances and motorcycles – the noise I filtered out.
All the other noise I tried to filter out.
The spur-of-the-moment excursions that didn’t always make much sense.
The sunlight or the moonlight.
From the porch.
The porch, the porch, the porch.
With the swing.
The swing, the swing, the swing.
I’m really going to miss it.
I’ve left the first place I’ve ever truly been happy
I feel a little bit displaced.
“There is a place where I can go, when I feel low, when I feel blue, and it’s my mind, and there’s no time when I’m alone.” -The Beatles